Im just going to write a bit on here to tell my thoughts and give people who dont know me very well a little chance to know me better.
1.) Recently ive learned that the only way to be happy is to not care about anyone elses feelings and work for yourself only. DTA
2.) Time can tear trust, you can be around someone everyday and not communicate your true feelings. When that trust breaks you dont know where you stand in a relationship.
3.) I probably have the most open heart in the world, everytime i get some attention i gain feelings and begin to care. Something im not very interested in, but i wasnt given the choice. Some refer to these feelings as LOVE.
4.) Im just going to keep spouting off the top of my head till i say something rational.
5.) I probably dont have a point.
6) Feel free to stop reading anytime.
7.) There is no one in the world "meant for you". There is only a person who you can be open with and expect to be open back. Love isnt perfect.
8.) Love takes a compasion between two people willing to be open minded and support the opinions and choices of their signifigant other.
9.) Love is forgiving or (open minded) from my point of view.
10.) I just want to use the last one to thank the people close to me. Its a whole lot of the people i work with that care for me past the doors of the clown house.

I dont have anything else to say:
I've forgiven those that have trespassed against me
but my heart still doesnt understand
why it is Love goes away
how it turns from bliss to bland.

I dont know how this helps you understand me
take this for what its worth
face value